I carry you on angel's wings....

2010-07-18T03:10:00.000-07:00

the outcome of being lazy to go get food: sacrifice something that u actually wanted for dinner :/

2010-07-18T01:47:00.000-07:00

i shall 'tweet' here for 2 months as i will b on a hiatus from my tweet :/

People are Always in Envy

2009-10-24T06:40:00.000-07:00

I am one of such person.

It's not a good feeling for me and I hate it.

I wish I am satisfied with what I have.

I now have a wonderful bf who is always there for me. I must remind myself I must be satisfied no matter what.

Gossip Blog

2009-04-12T07:41:00.000-07:00

When I look at my blog, I was wondering if I should change the outlook. I had the desire but I don't really know how to change it! (Or can't be bothered to learn how.)

My blog should not sound as noble as it is right now. I simply have too much gossips and too much to complain. Well at least I admit I am gossipy right? I bitch a lot with my bf too. Sorry I am a terrible sinner.

Now today's topic.

I have a fellow colleague who I work with. He resigned and his last day is sometime next week, if I am not mistaken. Let's call him WS.

WS's resignation is quite a relief to me. His predecessor's resignation was a relief to me also.

Before WS was Mdm R. Mdm R says a lot about how much she is a Christian and does her duty as a Christian as well by sharing her testimonies. But still, she bullies me that just before she left! That impression is forever imprinted in my heart. I almost wanted to cry when she was so harsh to me that time.

You know my superior was very often away ever since she came back from her maternity. She was not away because of job matters. She is often on urgent leave, time-off.

I never liked it when I get reprimanded for the things that I have done for you while you are so often away. But still I decided to keep mum about that.

Then there was WS, also known as Mr. Act Blur. You know what this fella did? He actually teach people how to play politics. Even while I was chatting with him online, certain times I will make harsh jokes. He actually replied back, "You should not say like that. You should say in this way/ that way." I rolled my eyes. Please, we are chatting here?

I not sure if I have offended him in one way or another. He taught me that I should talk in circles. He REALLY does talk to me in circles. One minute he was discussing with my superior about certain issues. The next minute, when my superior ask me to follow up with him on things, he goes, "Huh? What you mean?"

He has a subordinate. His subordinate is also one hell of a sabo.

She is super messy. He does not reprimand her. Instead, he helps her.

Oh my god.

Kill me.

People like me keeps getting reprimanded all the time.

I got do my job leh!

My Mugs

2009-03-17T08:10:00.001-07:00

I was proud of my collection until...
One of it, the cover is broken. Sad...

Pictures From Eeons Ago

2009-03-04T05:53:00.001-08:00

Christmas 2008 Presents

Pictures with dear's nieces

My must have exam companion

Exams zzz....

My Valentine's Day Gift

His Valentine's Day Gift

My Valentine's Flowers

My Valentine and his flowers

I don't like the personality

2009-03-02T07:36:00.000-08:00

Haz...I know I ought to be studying right now and not gossiping!

Everyone has a sort of person they like and dislike, so don't blame me for saying I dislike a certain group of people.

There this typical group who,

1) Comes up to you and say, "Hey have you been to so and so country?". That's for example la. And the moment you said, "Nope" that person will start sharing with you his/her story. And the story is not short leh! It makes you sleepy! But that person does not seem to realise it! That's the best part!

You can only interrupt a few sentences.

Such a person will tend to say, "What I hate most is people interrupting me."

That person can talk a lot man!

I used to have another classmate who said that he can't stop talking. But his stories are worth listening to, at least they are entertaining.

But for some who, I don't know if they are showing off or merely sharing, it's not entertaining. People around are not straightforward to say it's sleepy but I tend to be very frank. Otherwise it gets boiling inside me for years, thinking how come this person is like that har?

2) There's this certain group of people who die also never admit certain things like, he/she is jealous; he/she has a very bad temper.

Die also never hear them say one leh! Even when sharing their personal stuff.

They never admitted that they dumped his/her gf or bf for another person!

3) They are very hot tempered till cannot tahan.

They make you say sorry then still not enough. Then what you want me to do?

4) They tend to tell you that they are very disappointed in the friendship.

These are the kind of people who never admit that they have a part to play when fault comes.

It's another thing you will never get these people admit.

When I blog about them, they flare up.

Zzz...

Now these people have their other halves. I heard these other halves have been making them change. I hope they have changed.

Hope to see more humbleness in these people.

Sad =(

Hi there

2009-02-28T17:59:00.000-08:00

Dear all,

I have deleted a few of my blog entries. Like I said, I don't have the habit of letting angry and frustrating stories stay in my blog. I don't wish to read back all those entries and those angry feelings come back again or even grow stronger. I don't like harbouring feelings, although I do have the habit.

I'm standing at the point of my life where I am very tired, with my job. Now times are bad, I can't just simply be wilful and fire the company.

I remembered back in my school days, I have studied about the present population is really stressing on the singles. There are a lot of married people in my company. A lot of them have a family with kids. The company tend to consider for them, thinking they are married, they have a family to feed.

When do these people think about the singles? You can tell me how pitiful you are; the kids are so young and all that. I can even be anywhere near crying. But who will be there to cry for me? I am a single and I have a family too. My family's financial status is not that good. I may not be the sole breadwinner of the family. But having me as a working adult in the family really does shake off some of the burden.

You are lucky you have a partner. At least when you resign, you don't have to be urgently looking for a job. You still have someone to "stand-in" for you at home, while you look for a job.

The fact is...I don't...

I still have to bear with you. =(

I don't wish to be angry with these people anymore.

Which Tarot Card Are You?

2008-11-24T07:03:00.000-08:00

You are The Devil

Materiality. Material Force. Material temptation; sometimes obsession

The Devil is often a great card for business success; hard work and ambition.

Perhaps the most misunderstood of all the major arcana, the Devil is not really "Satan" at all, but Pan the half-goat nature god and/or Dionysius. These are gods of pleasure and abandon, of wild behavior and unbridled desires. This is a card about ambitions; it is also synonymous with temptation and addiction. On the flip side, however, the card can be a warning to someone who is too restrained, someone who never allows themselves to get passionate or messy or wild - or ambitious. This, too, is a form of enslavement. As a person, the Devil can stand for a man of money or erotic power, aggressive, controlling, or just persuasive. This is not to say a bad man, but certainly a powerful man who is hard to resist. The important thing is to remember that any chain is freely worn. In most cases, you are enslaved only because you allow it.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

Wee~~~~

2008-11-01T05:07:00.001-07:00

Bags I bought after payday...

For Mom

For myself

Credits to

www.CarloRino.net

2008-08-30T20:13:00.000-07:00

When I was young

I’d listened to the radio

Waitin’ for my favorite songs

When they played I’d sing along

It made me smile

Those were such happy times

And not so long ago

How I wondered where they’d gone

But they’re back again

Just like a long lost friend

All the songs I loved so well

(*) every sha-la-la-la

Every woah..woah

Still shines

Every shing-a-ling-a-ling

That they’re starting to sing’s

So fine

When they get to the part

Where he’s breakin’ her heart

It can really make me cry

Just like before

It’s yesterday once more

Lookin’ back on how it was

In years gone by

And the good times that I had

Makes today seem rather sad

So much has changed

It was songs of love that

I would sing to then

And I’d memorize each word

Those old melodies

Still sound so good to me

As they melt the years away

Repeat (*)

All my best memories

Come back clearly to me

Some can even make me cry

Just like before

It’s yesterday once more

Repeat (*)

Damsels of Beijing 2008 Olympics

2008-08-23T00:09:00.000-07:00

China’s Princess of Diving – Guo Jing Jing

Paraguay’s Javelin Princess – Leryn Franco

Singapore’s Tabletennis Princes – Li Jiawei

Natalie Coughlin – America’s Swimmer

Sanya Richards’ – America’s Runner

Victoria Pendleton – British Sprinter Rider

If I were to rule my own country

2008-08-21T04:53:00.000-07:00

If I were to rule my own country...

Some I-Hate-Bangala-Laws to implement.

Bangalas are to work for my country but only at construction sites and other construction areas that require labourers.
Bangalas are not allowed to seen be out in groups especially on weekends and public holidays.
Bangalas are to treat citizens, PRs and non-bangalas of my country with great royalty and respect.
No Bangala is to be allowed on my streets on weekends and public holidays.
Bangalas are to work especially on public holidays and with that, 40% of their salary are taxable to my government. They are not allowed to earn more than S$500 per month.
Bangalas are allowed to be treated with no respect, hence they should not even respect themselves as well.
Any Bangala deemed to be misbehaving in my streets will be treated with strokes of the cane. The number of strokes will be based on a case-by-case basis and also determined by whatever quantity that favours my ruling party.
Any physical contact by Bangalas on my citizens, PRs and non-bangalas, be it accidentally or intentional, will be seriously dealt with.
The punishment for physical contact as mentioned in point 8 will brutally beaten up and sometimes death.
The Bangalas will not be allowed to fight for their case in point 8. As long as my citizens, PRs and non-bangalas report the matter to the relevant authority, they will be dealt with seriously, be it with evidence or without evidence.
Bangalas are not allowed to look at my citizens, PRs and non-bangalas directly into the eyes. Such behaviour will be treated as improper conduct and will be sentence to brutal beating and sometimes death.
Bangalas are not allowed to live in the same type of housing as my citizens, PRs and non-bangalas live in. They are only permitted to live at construction sites or hostels built specially for construction workers.
Any bangala that reports home straight after work and stay indoors after working hours will be rewarded for their good conduct.
The reward will be considered after confirmation of such good conduct.

Irritating suppliers

2008-08-19T05:15:00.000-07:00

Beware when you are dealing with certain suppliers from certain countries.

Many Singaporeans went to a certain country to establish their businesses there. Most of them return home bankrupt.

Here are a few examples:

Refunding progress... Has anyone heard of the "West Union"?

Ok...so bank charge is little?

Now West Union is too much?

Oh yea...? I think you are just trying to skip the refund.

Persistent...

STFU, or does your country happen to understand this abbreviation?

___________________________________________________________________

Just when you think life is better here in Singapore, there are just some suppliers who are persistent enough to annoy you.

I don't call you also have to be sarcastic...

Too bad la. So persistent yet give me the worse price.

What part of "NO" don't you understand?

Discrimated / Condemned colleague I am

2008-08-13T07:45:00.000-07:00

Lately, I have had a rather heated discussion with a colleague of mine, whom I have gotten rather close to.

I admit I greatly disagreed with her point of view.

I have no idea if she is really putting in great efforts of bringing people together or she just feels like she doesn't wish to go for too many outings.

I really looked forward to days hanging out together but now it seems like...I shall forget about all these.

Probably I made a mistake by telling out on her but I really had no idea why she is so bothered about it.

She seemed distant and I am very sad. I did say I was sorry and I was willing to be responsible for whatever I have said. I thought you said we'll forget about it.

I am saddened. I have asked her why she seemed so distant so less verbal these days. If she doesn't wish to say then I guess I'll just have to let it go. Whether she decides she wish to be talk crap like we used to or she wishes to be distant from me, I guess I'll just have to respect her.

I really have no wish to harm her at all, if she has mistaken me for that. My mood may be crappy at times but I did do things to make up to it right?

Sigh...

Life is not a bed of roses...God bless me...

Ideal job

2008-08-05T06:32:00.000-07:00

Good pay.

Good employee benefits.

Good colleagues.

Good boss.

Good job scope.

Good working hours.

If you have such a job that definitely wants a person like me, please do not hesitate to contact me.

---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

On a serious note, I AM looking for a new job.

SIGHZ...

世上无难事，只怕有心人

2008-07-27T08:29:00.000-07:00

Today, I thought it was just any other ordinary day. So I went over to dear's Mum's place. His sister and nieces lived there too.

My point of visiting their family is basically because I am young and more open-minded. I also respected his Mum's idea of family-togetherness. On top of that, dear and I love the cute little girls.

But somehow, his sister mistook this idea, and today she picked on me again. Yea, AGAIN.

It was all a string of negative comments she gave straight into my face!!!

To make things worse, she used her kids to 借题发挥 at me??!!!

1) "Girls, if XY jie jie (me) is playing games, you better not let me catch you in the same room as her. Otherwise you kids will get it from me!"

Then the girls ran frantically to their room and quickly close the doors behind them.

This is indirectly asking the girls not to mix around with me.

Somehow she distrusted me? In her heart she must have looked down on me. 这个女人那天在我家大吵大闹，现在还有脸来。I can practically read through her mind. 我是没你那么能干，那么有钱，那又怎样?

For God's sake, it's weekend. Kids deserve the weekends ok!! What sort of nonsense is 'don't play games with XY jie jie!' ???? You are playing mahjong in the house and your kids can't play any games at all????

不管怎样，孩子是无辜的好不好?

2) "Hey, 麻烦你以后来我的家的时候，请你先洗一洗你的脚 hor。"
This one is directly in my face.

I believed that ever since I came into the house, things have not been smooth. Actually I thought about that myself too. But I never really did anything, why fret?

One of these problems is that, her girls have been suffering from bed-bug bites.

My fault??? 'cause of my dirty soles? For God's sake your house has got like, 8 people living together? The dirtiness is just simply because of my soles??

Don't you know that old people (your Mum), does not have the habit of washing bed linens (no offense it's just a fact)? Then after sometime dead skin gets collected and bed-bugs come!

I'm not coming over to your place ever again (for dear's sake). So if your kids get asthma from too much dead skin collected in your bed sheets...you better not blame me.

By the way even though you are rich, that house does not belong to you. It's bought solely by your parents. You are just a tenant living in there.

I hope I can take a photo of you and place it here and hope people doesn't do insurance and property business with you anymore.

Dear knows me very well. If it were someone else, I'd have fought back, instead of blogging things here. But I do not wish to sadden your Mum and let old folks think that I am some kind of jinx. Your Mum is being very nice and all and I respected that.

不过, 很多时候我的命就是这样，让人欺负的那一位。我虽然年纪又小，又没什么本事，但我还有骨气。人最重要就是活得要有骨气。

当然我也担心，我会因为给 dear 太多这种烦恼，而让 dear 对我们的感情有所保留。

担心归担心，路还是得走下去。

The funny thing is dear was actually quite irritated. He really hated women who are so 三八. Haha. The fact is his Mum isn't. His Mum is a very accomodating person, I believe. Although at times I do believe she thinks I am a small kid and wants to cajole me into believing her.

So dear actually said a few things back at her (his sister) whilst playing mahjong.

对不起 dear，怪我没用。

Post note:

I have actually thought that perhaps when I have kids in future, I could threaten you back. Your status would definitely be lowered. Afterall, my kids will follow my husband's surname. You are a woman afterall.

But I also tell myself, it's too early to tell. So let's just let bygones be bygones.

Kids are innocent. They shouldn't be involved in adults' brawling.

Beautiful hair

2008-07-26T08:14:00.000-07:00

It's so dreadful

I wish I have beautiful hair like everyone else.

Then I can do whatever I want with it.

It's so dreadful lo. You have everything but you just don't have the hair.

Why is it so unfair?

My poor dear

2008-07-22T06:56:00.000-07:00

Dear sick leh...

Can't see him.

*weep*

=(

I wish I can put a photo of my cute (and sick) dear right here.

Actually I do feel sick too. I wish I can have an MC.

I REALLY AM OK...

But it's almost month end.

My love-hate relationships with month end.

And then mid-month there's the time of the month.

Darn...

~~~~~~~~~

2008-07-21T06:24:00.001-07:00

I wonder...

If I should really go into buying a professional camera for myself.

Girls...

He loves me...

He loves me not...

Lame.

Wish list and other things...

2008-07-19T01:49:00.000-07:00

I've been thinking about whether to blog things down in Chinese or English.

Such a dilemma I am in, isn't it?

Recently I think I have been acting strange. Although I am still myself but I believe it's just one of my side that my colleagues can't accept.

And then there's this minute at work where I think, maybe it's time I should reflect about the things that I have done. You know, like how the books always tell you. Do some self-reflection, self-talk, self assessment, about the things you have done wrong onto others, as well as the things you believe you should be doing.

My dear, maybe a lot of things have been adding on to the difficulty of us being together. Be it right or wrong, I wish to stop fighting already. I know you are trying as hard as I am. I may not be able to protect you but perhaps other things I maybe able to promise you.

I must learn to be tolerant to your many ways, must be giving, must be acceptable and receptive to things. Probably the whole world may jest at me for such foolishness but it's just that, at certain point in life, you find that there's just no point in arguing about things.

Instead of expecting people to be the way you think they should be, why not accept the fact that they are unconvinced to be doing so for you. It's just like me. I can't be the way you expect me to be, I can only try my best to be good to you.

And instead of brooding over such trivial things, why not focus my attention on other things.

I have been thinking of taking up a new hobby. Like photography.

I want to be able to capture the many things about you.

That is going to be quite a heavy investment. I should think about paying in installments. Right before that, I should be reading up about how I should get things done.

Who knows as you are taking down the many things in life, you may bump into your soul mate.
:)

My new wishlist

2008-07-13T07:29:00.000-07:00

Wish List item #1

Wish list item #2

I can't stand it

2008-07-11T07:02:00.000-07:00

Tak boleh tahan~~

Perhaps I should really join in the protests as well.

Whenever I turn on the news I would just feel like turning off the tv the very next second.

I don't feel like watching the news anymore.

Win liao lo.

Eat eat eat our money.

Eat la.

Carry on eating.

Goodbye last entry

2008-07-09T07:29:00.000-07:00

I deleted previous entry because I felt my superior said something meaningful to me today.

It's a lot better than all those questions of hers that blurted out of the blue, and I will be at a lost. Big lost.

I felt better and got motivated to work again.

For past few days I was in bad condition. Ever since the day I had diarrhea. That stupid diarrhea. I wonder if that's what they call bacterial shock.

I MUST WAKE UP AND NOT BE SO LOST.

ARgh...

2008-07-04T17:54:00.001-07:00

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Intolerance

2008-07-03T07:22:00.000-07:00

I really hate to tolerate with some people at work as much as some people are trying to tolerate me.

These people don't understand what is the meaning of WAIT.

I'm not the sort, I won't give in to your requests. You can't get too much of a benefit out from me.

Haha...

I hate losing control too.

What the...

2008-06-18T18:30:00.000-07:00

Why are we getting sued just because of something that we have blogged?

So what if we are hideous creatures?

At least we are nice to you upfront, right?

I've slandered you. Com'on, sue me.

My upcoming investments

2008-06-14T06:56:00.000-07:00

St. Ives Facial & Body products

Crab Tree & Evelyn Facial Products

Mahjong

2008-06-14T03:10:00.000-07:00

Armagedon

2008-06-09T05:18:00.000-07:00

We're starting to have...

1) Not enough oil
2) Not enough rice
3) Not enough trees
4) Not enough water

Very soon...

Goodbye everyone...

Pictures from eons ago

2008-06-06T08:42:00.000-07:00

Tattoo. Pick your guess, are these real?

My 1st car.

My second car. It's a bit small but hope you don't mind.

Updates

2008-05-21T07:04:00.000-07:00

Welcome dear me back.

I shall update this entry in different headings.

Farewell

Just last week, we organized a farewell dinner for fellow colleague.

I kind of find her a rather pessimistic person. Often down in her own troubles. She doesn't realize how much we will miss her once she is gone. =(

She is funny, happy-go-lucky. If only she realises her attributes more. I seriously don't think her boyfriend is the sort who doesn't love her. I mean, who will leave such a sweet girl.

By the way...can I get my photos back?

Love life

Everyone knows I'm always down on luck in my love life. Not as in I don't have a partner at all. I'm fortunate enough to have someone, yet not fortunate enough to be happy with him.

I am really afraid. I pray, really wish, hope we won't quarrel anymore. I really wish I won't find anymore things to quarrel about.

So many things I wanted, yet they do not belong to me. I really wish it won't last forever. I really wish I can find happiness out of all these things. I really wish there is a sign of hope, somethings for me to look forward to.

Yet I get to tell myself, more and more often, that life is just an irony. Maybe I am still too young? I don't really know what is love at all? Then what really is it?

I am afraid to get hysterical, yet I go crazy every time we quarrel. I keep saying I am really strong on my own but the truth is, I am really afraid of being alone. Every time we decided to part, I will find myself desperately looking for things to occupy my mind. And whenever I have nothing to do, I will be tearing again. That's when we find ourselves back in each other's arms again.

I am afraid I might kill myself one day.

Luckily, the optimistic side of me is still strong. But I am afraid this light in me will diminish one day.

You are such a happy thing. Maybe I don't deserve you at all.

My superior

These 2 days my superior is not around. I am mean enough to be gossiping about her.

Lady 140 mentioned that there's some strange airs about her. I actually joked along with lady 140. =/

Actually I hated it when my superior joked with other people about me too. I don't find it funny everytime she giggles along with other people. At first I thought, definitely I won't be like my superior. Well, who really knows right?

I am sorry. *Gulp*

Although I know my superior didn't really like me at all, in my heart I will always tell herself that she is a good superior. So whatever comments I have, I will keep it to myself. Or make it sound like I am not really talking bad about her. Just discussing, know what I'm saying?

Colleagues

There are people at work whom I thought to be fun-loving.

I regretted thinking that way.

Especially when they act blur and forgetful about stuffs. My facial espression changes. I don't know how to be friends with these people anymore.

I am very angry and disappointed. So they can choose to act blur all they want. I just don't feel like talking to you anymore. It shall be about work stuff. So I made an obvious face at them.

People say I should take it easy. At the moment I just want to let them know how disappointed I am.

That horny colleague at work

His IQ is just too low.

He just doesn't get it.

I hope I have enough strength to hit him till he's on his knees.

Funny work stuffs

Ever come across some interesting terms in office systems?

How about the word "Release"?

In our system, it means, "Go ahead and do something".

Imagine me saying, "Sir can you help me release?"

=.="

-End-

Sorry for being wordy. I'll try to get more pictures up ok?

=P

Dilemma

2008-05-09T18:34:00.001-07:00

I'm stuck at the crossroads of life, wondering if I should steer away from what I am doing now or carry on with what I am doing.

If only life can be like this:

Show you something cute:

__________________________________________________________________

Updates.

Take a look at this institute:

Let's see how excellent can things be.

1 sec later...

Next working day...

Day upon faxing of application...

Days later....

No more responses in my e-mail.

How am I suppose to know about the process of my application?

Great job.

Why me?

2008-05-08T04:54:00.000-07:00

Don't judge me.

I'm fortunate

2008-04-26T22:33:00.000-07:00

Yesterday there's one fella's msn that popped up at me, showing me a link.

I didn't bother to click it, thinking it might be spyware from his side.

This morning I woke up to see his online message: 人生的失得并不重要。重要的是大家还能够站在一起。;)

That message might not be for me, but anywayz...thanks ^^.

I feel that I am fortunate 'cause:

1) I have a home I can go home to.
2) I have a family, although they can be nasty at times.
3) I have friends who care about me.
4) I have a job and a good boss too.
5) I have breakfast ready for me every morning at the dining table.

Who knows what may come at me. As long as I think of these, I am happy. :)

Post note:
I deleted the previous entry 'cause I have decided that I do not wish to seem so pitiful anymore.
I hate it. Although I love to look pitiful but I don't want to let people know I love to look like that. Ah...however you wish to interpret it.

And darn it...I have finished my anime. Now I am so bored.
Waiting for payday to buy new games.

Ill Tempered Me

2008-04-20T01:54:00.000-07:00

Welcome me back.

Do you often see many of us sighing in blogs?

I sigh for my ill temper. (yet again...this is so boring)

I do wish I am less irritable.

I see my ex-classmates sighing about their loved ones.

Current relationships...

Past relationships...

What's about to happen in the future...

What's not...

Some people give another person up...and yet still sighing over them...

This parting is due the next meeting, they say...

In reality, does this really happen?

I loved him so much, hoping he will change for me...but do you think he has changed?

Ah well...

My Cat Came Home

2008-04-07T04:09:00.001-07:00

Dearest all, my cat finally came home, after my sis had been thinking about her for days.

Apparently she was just downstairs of my block and came running after my Dad after she recognised him from afar.

She came home fear and hunger stricken and seemingly so have mated with another male cat. To think we have preserved her viginity for a couple of years.

She is still terribly afraid and still believes she is outside. Hiding under the furniture for hours.

How I wish I have a braver cat.

=.="

I wanted to bring her for check up and some vaccinations but just can't seem to get her into her bag.

I hate it when it happens.

Tummy is sick

2008-04-02T05:13:00.000-07:00

Having problems with tummy lately.

Still not feeling well.

Medicine is very strong, making me feel kind of tired and weak. Imagine me having cancer. That gives me loads of medicine. How sick am I going to feel?

Kill me right away, if that happens to me.

Spendthrift part 2

2008-03-21T20:34:00.000-07:00

Money...

Where, really is the route to it?

More than half of our lives thriving just to have this...to survive...

And now things are on the rise...

The first person on this universe to really be hit with that sort of depression...is probably my mom...

Everyday she goes to work sighing...she believes that her job will kill her one day, especially now that she has got anthritis.

I believe that her spirit is something that could kill her.

I do look at her and feel sorry for her state.

But sometimes she nags at me like crazy, I do feel like screaming at her, "For God's sake you are only in your 40s, can you wake up?"

At moments like this, my spending doesn't cut down. It goes higher than it normally is. Not that I don't know that even when I get married I will still be thriving...

The thing is there are just so many things...

Sigh...

Get a life.

Especially when my inspiration is to be like someone...

Spendthrift

2008-03-15T18:58:00.000-07:00

Everything's on the rise.

Now my shopping addiction is almost getting out of hand.

Initially it was still in control.

But there are just so many things that I wish to have.

Before that I only spend on the week of payday and after that I will stop shopping all together.

Eventually I ignored this schedule and I spend every now and then.

Shucks.

Can I?

2008-03-11T04:23:00.001-07:00

I want to be independent.

I want to be cheerful.

I want to be less hot-tempered.

I need to learn the right way of life

2008-03-10T05:21:00.000-07:00

Hai....

He he

2008-03-04T18:40:00.000-08:00

Post Comments

2008-03-02T06:03:00.000-08:00

Why am I so angry about simply just working in a company?

Well my friend got framed. That's why.

:)

My Job

2008-02-26T04:16:00.000-08:00

I work in a company which is under the wing of a company known as Incofood Management Services Pte Ltd.

(Take note of this company)

To most of us who didn't know, it is known as our "Head Office."

For stupid people like me who knows and still stay in the company, I have the following things to let you know.

We call it our "Head Office" because it is the office that we report to and the office that decides the fate of our jobs.

In actual fact, the real meaning of the "Head Office", as the name implies, is that it is actually an agent.

The nature of business of incofood is consultancy. It is a management consultancy but it focuses on the food and beverage industry. What does that mean?

Have you ever heard of head-hunting companies? Incofood act similarly but it's just that their field is more in providing services in management rather than human resource.

The good thing of belonging to this company is:

1) You can easily get hired, for whatever reason that you can't get a job.
2) Your life is pretty slacking.

The bad thing is, there is little satisfaction in your work. Why?

1) You get underpaid for your qualification and for the things you have to do.
2) You get underpaid because you need to pay the rest of the people in the consultancy (in my view, an agency). That is why the &*^$#@ people in the "management" are so bloody rich.
3) You are never going to hit your target in your everyday life under this "management" because they will only question you and even blame you, for whatever you are doing.'
4) Everything you do is accountable to them. You will become very reliant 'cause you will end up being "brainless".

This is a bloody welfare.

I seriously would hope for some government action for people under paying their staff.

My Favourite Colleague

2008-02-25T03:52:00.001-08:00

我是一只河东狮

2008-02-23T20:30:00.000-08:00

I laid down the rules on the day that my boyfriend decided to be with me:

从现在开始你只许疼我一个人

要宠我不能骗我

答应我的每一件事情都要做到

对我讲的每一句话都要真心

不许欺负我骂我要相信我

别人欺负我你要在第一时间出来帮我

我开心呢你就要陪着我开心

我不开心呢你就要哄我开心

永远都要觉得我是最漂亮的

梦里面也要见到我

在你的心里面只有我

这是庄

:)

Oo

2008-02-23T05:57:00.000-08:00

Did I ever mention that I am a big fan of Jolin?

Inspire to look like her.

Drool~ guys.

Zzz...

Emo sign 2

2008-02-22T03:14:00.000-08:00

After all these boob talks and suggestive mischeifs going on, I find that I am a boob observer too.

And what's more...loads of scandalous news have been going on in the papers.

I'm a paranoid.

No, more like becoming a pervert.

100% horny heterosexual.

*Save me*

Emo Sign 1

2008-02-21T03:20:00.000-08:00

I admit I am a super irritable person.

Here are the DON'Ts you should follow:

1) Don't make use of me as an item (or victim) of entertainment for all your lame jokes.
2) If you are feeling bored (or feeling lame for that matter), try not to be lame with me. No, not try. NEVER LAME AROUND WITH ME.
3) If you are a born lame person, I will glare at you 'cause it says "Keep off".
4) Dont not avoid to entertain me when I am bored.

Thanks.

Rgds,
Fish.

P.S.: I am back with my dear. (Huh?)
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Auntie Problem

I am definitely not the kind of fillial girl everyone is looking for.

Due to the fact that I am easily an irritable person, I find it hard to be patient and this includes being with elders.

If it is for Dear~, I can accomodate but my tolerance would definitely "help" me age fast.

That's why I try to avoid really being in a communication with elder people. One of my greatest difficulty is that I am a soft-spoken person. Most old people can't hear me. I am often loud at the wrong times.

Another thing is some have deteriorated in intelligence and that pisses me off as well, frankly speaking.

And so the elders often wonder why I am such a quiet person. I am seemingly an alien to elder people.

Because I seldom talk to them, the most frequent occassions whereby they would approach me are instances like, "Did you break the glass?"; "Did you simply leave things lying around?".

Of course I am irritated.

I hope none of the aunties around me are put off when they realise I avoid really building a relationship with them.

I am getting the feeling I will be a target for questioning again.

Sigh...

Note:
Youngsters don't be like me.

Emo...

2008-02-19T02:58:00.000-08:00

I give up.

I can never stop all this jealousy boiling in me. It just comes instantly whenever I caught someone with some things better than me.

I got problem.

I really do have.

I can't stop all these anti feelings.

God save me.

I'm hopeless.

*~weep~*

I have no idea why I found this pic when I search for hopeless.

=.="

Next post: How to prove to myself that I am a terribly emo girl =.="

Confessions of A Young Woman...

2008-02-18T02:53:00.000-08:00

Somehow my exec, married with 2 kids, was daring enough to be flashy, especially infront of me.

Actually I was more intimidated by what she has and what I don't. That's why everytime she try to be a little bit more playful, my brows would twitch slightly.

I was fearful that he, now my ex, would definitely take a glimpse, if not more than a glimpse, by such suggestions infront of him. That was why everytime I was taken aback by her.

Sigh...

That's women. We never fail to worry. Especially for my case, I worry even when he is gone.

It's not as though I wouldn't do that to other people. I've had my playful sides but things are just...different these days.

I admit...it was partly my fault to let my imagination run wild all the time and then quarrels worsen...

But what about the tv shows? Why can't I have that? Too much tvs...

My inferiority complex (自卑感作祟) is killing me. Especially when hurtful memories haunt my life.

I only wish people knew the pain. My only one...come by...pick me up when I was falling.

I only wish people had the time to pay more attention, give more time to their relationships.

Memories still follow me. Sadness does too.

But at least they are not as bad now.

I left this blog entry as it is...and divert my attention back to my work...

Shall this be the last of it?

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My legs are already fat.
My new boots made them fatter.

Me at my desk.

Dreamy as always =.="

Why...?

2008-02-15T03:18:00.000-08:00

Why is it suicidal thoughts and threats always come to mind during or after arguments?

Why is it getting more common?

Is it a trend?

I am depressed but don't worry, I am fine. ; )

Prays for peace at heart...

The Annoying Horny Guy at work

2008-02-11T15:30:00.000-08:00

Ladies, have you ever felt as helpless as me?

Analyze my situation.

I have this colleague at work and he is a guy. He is in his mid-twenties and there is something about him that causes him to be single still. At least, I believe he really has a problem. We have been nagging at him countless times well er he is…just…forget it…

(*oops Uncle 139 just passed by. Don’t worry not talking about you.*)

Anyway…

The main annoying thing about him is…he enjoys trying to peep over our partitions. (If you don’t have a partition well he likes to stand up tall and peep at you over your table. That’s quite sad isn’t it?)

Yes ladies, please beware of this annoying guy.

If he looks wonderlicious (you know the looks the abs and all), he can see all he want.

But he looks so damn bloody pale.

I have a phobia of going out to lunch with him because; he just looks too pale to be true sobs. (I’d rather look at my food than talk to him while eating.)

Guys just have great imagination. Even when we dress just like any other ordinary human being, he will find some way to imagine how your boobs were like. Even when we didn’t manage to show any cleavage at all, he enjoys looking at the part of the chest that is revealed to him. (Like even when you already buttoned so high up your neck.) Quit it brother. You are almost drooling.

I just can’t quit being impolite at someone who stares so impolitely at you.

Oh P-lllleeeeaaaassseee~~

Don’t get offended now. Because you are offending me by ridiculously trying to imagine you have x-ray eyes and thus imagine how everyone’s boobs look like.

I think the credit goes to my exec, who was trying to be flashy just moments ago.

Quit looking or I’ll rip your eyes off and you’ll never see tomorrow again.

Dear be ok

2008-02-07T01:33:00.001-08:00

I pray dear will be ok...

~

2008-02-07T01:32:00.000-08:00

I'm tired of rumors starting
I'm tired of people lying
Saying what they want about me
Why can't they back up off me
Why can't they let me live
I'm gonna do it my way
Take this for just what it is

2008-02-03T04:46:00.000-08:00

2008-01-31T07:43:00.000-08:00

~~

2008-01-29T05:52:00.000-08:00

Voila.

I'm back again.

But sigh...

Sometimes I wonder...why are there things on earth that I have to go through. Must I really be nasty? Why can't I just live in peace?

So what if I am nasty? I will only get the blame because I am rather poor in protecting myself. All these...scheming plots from people...

You guys are lucky ok? So don't whine.

Yosh

2008-01-20T07:56:00.000-08:00

Sunday night, 20th January 2008, 11.57pm~~~~

Not intending to sleep yet. Looking forward to tomorrow's work and yet sleeping late again. My Monday will be bluey (*humming*). I have prepared my clothes for tomorrow. I am so looking forward to it. (I hope tomorrow is not another shitty day again.)

You shall look forward to me too. For I am the notorious fella for the following reason:

1) No.1 "tabloid" queen.

2) No.1 Yaya queen.

3) No.1 toilet hogger. (Record of 45 minutes of toilet hogging.)

4) No.1 Bimbo

5) NO.1 ATTITUDE QUEEN (*SMILES*; *POSES*)

I thank you all for loving you so much. You shall definitely deserve something from me for loving me so much.

Seriously now. I really wish to thank my boss and my other colleagues who are just as wonderful.

They have been tolerating with my childishness, my attitudes, my temperamentals at times, no doubt I have been quiet about stuffs. I know I have not just been into trouble for once but for dozens and millions of times. That's why I am still sitting at where I am today.

Really thanks.

I hope I do get the chance to thank you all.

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I HAVE DECIDED.

I HATE BLOGGING.

It's gets me emo, turns me upside down. I am already a problematic person.

Blogging just gets the worse of me.

I wonder how some of us survive.

But anyway, let's give thanks to the things which I had recently:

1) My dear kept me company as always be it on the phone or outside. This valentine's will be a tribute to him. I hope everything goes well starting today.

2) My dear just gave me a new multipurpose printer. I really shouldn't have accepted his stuff but for the greedy person that I am. He will regret for giving me because things will end up real...dusty...

3) I had one huge chunk of cheese cake today.

Talk about slimming down...

Long Lost Charbo

2008-01-17T06:11:00.000-08:00

Ladies and gentlemen.

The crazy charbo is here to update a new post.

I am sorry and yet thankful to all those who have been expecting me during my time of absence.
I really must say, I am young yet my life is full of problems. Forgive me for the way I am, for I have struggled for the entire of 2 decades to rid off my problems.

I shan't mention any of them, lest I remember them for life.

I'm here to drop a few lines of "hi" and then I will be off to leave here to be frozen again.

Till then, remember to miss me....

P/S: Do give me some lines of encouragement ok? =P
P/P/S: I wish happiness gets hold of me for life.

PPPPS: One of my fav videos.

Happy New Year Everyone!!!

2007-12-31T17:19:00.000-08:00

Glad you guys received my blessings

=P

All the best for the year ahead.

Back from Genting

2007-12-22T18:21:00.001-08:00

Sorry...I'm so sorry...

I didn't take any photos, 'cause I was lazy to bring my camera along with me.

And at the very last minute, my memory card gave up on me.

But at least when I was back, I got some evidence that I actually went there.

Enjoy....

Maybe next time I shouldn't buy so much.

So heavy :'(

Don't envy.

You can find this at Chee Cheong Gai

Or Petaling Street in KL

Woohoo~ (16 Dec 2007)

2007-12-16T07:13:00.000-08:00

Hey...feeling pretty light-hearted...

Here are some of the reasons why (be sure to congrats me ya?):

1) A bit tipsy, had a few glasses of beer =P

2) Going to Genting on night of 18 Dec 2007 (Tuesday) and coming back on afternoon of Fri? Sat?

3) Christmas is around the corner, yay!

4) Friends have been praying for me (I thank you guys so much I love you so!!!)

5) Dear just kept me company.

Sorry if I hadn't any gifts for you guys.

I am so super broke (*cries*) my dear had to sponsor my Genting trip. Where on earth can you get such a good dear? I love him nuts!

Pictures to be up.

Now here's the Tai-Tai to be, in dear's van.

Fat me muahahaha...

I swear I am going to learn driving. Can drive dear around.

DEAR I WISH YOU HAPPY ALWAYS OK!!!

HOPE YOU WON'T FORGET ME WHEN YOU ARE HAPPY!!!

CHOU DEAR!!!

Left Out?

2007-12-14T04:52:00.001-08:00

It doesn't matter if I feel left out all the time.

It doesn't matter what you wish to say or think of me.

It doesn't matter even if you tell me in my face, "I just don't like you." Or you can say I don't know how to work as a team but to me, I will always follow your orders. *laughs*

Actually what matters is that I respect you as my superior, that's it.

Actually what matters the most is...how dear will think of me.

I don't really care so much now, whether if my dear will be by my side for life. I do feel happy with him. I do wish he can share more with me. I know he is afraid of sharing more with me because I am an emotional person. Yet I still wish he can share his things with me, just like friends do.

I do love you but to love you I set you free. Whether I still see myself in your eyes, that will be another story, for another time.

Can you understand this?

2007-12-11T06:31:00.000-08:00

I believe as long as you blog, you will become a very grudge bearing person because you need to remember or think back to the things that happen and blog them down. Well of course not all of them are bad things just that some of them are. It's not good to remember the bad things for life, basically.

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Remember those stupid people that actually exist in my company? Here I am typing them down now.

Recently there is this issue about goods going to Malaysia. They are rejected somehow by the customs people, due to some unacceptable wordings that is on our packaging.

And so export fella made this feedback to some people who can help him get through this. I wonder how the issue is being pushed around and about because eventually it involved 4 heads to make the decision and 3 heads to propose, verify and approve the idea.

My department head...let's call my dept head, Pur Head.

I know I do enjoy eavesdropping to Pur head's conversations but sometimes I am truly engrossed in my work. For the Malaysia's customs issue, I have absolutely no idea!!

All I know was that one final confirmation of the proposal was passed to me with 3 fellas' signatures on it. The proposal was to have a sticker to go on top of the "unacceptable wordings".

And then for that sticker, I received a total of 3 purchase requisitions:
1)To purchase White sticker with black words
2) To purchase Green sticker with white words
3) To purchase "Powder" and "Beans" stickers

Will you be confused by the above?

If you are not, tell me I am an idiot.

The problem with Pur Head is that Pur Head constantly discuss things with other people and everytime I am the last to know. Talk about me being complained about letting Pur Head being the last to know.

She did ask me to confirm the size of the sticker and maybe the colour. I don't remember much. Things are passed to me rather hastily. If I am blamed for my absent-mindedness, I do not mind.

For a person who is totally unaware of the situation, don't you expect her to follow what is on the piece of paper?

My mistake number 2 is that I didn't read the proposal carefully. Ok, maybe I can get heavy penalty for that.

But I strongly insist on the fact that I am following orders.

As I processed all 3 orders, all perfectly signed, the conclusion was, I made a big mistake by proceeding all 3 of them.

1 of them is not supposed to be ordered.

All 3 of them came from Fella P. He happily signed it. Happily passed to me.

When the order came, he insisted that it was agreed to be of only one colour code. Strongly insist that I ordered the wrong item and implicated other people and thus implicated the company.

Just because of a stupid sticker I need to receive these blames:

1) Did not follow instructions as per what was endorsed and agreed upon.
2) Did not let end-user endorse the artwork submitted by the supplying party.

I did not argue anything and just accepted the blame.

I know that if I said something, Pur Head will say, "But you admitted that you did not seek their confirmation. That is a grave mistake."

I really wish to tell Pur Head, "But I was really just doing my job."

I learnt this lesson the hard way.

Hey, I am just doing my job ok.

The more I say, the more seemingly wrong I am. That's why at the end of the day I chose to shut up.

Hmmm...

2007-12-08T07:24:00.000-08:00

Geez...been cold lately...why? Trend of the year end? But is it really so cold?

Well, it's really cold here in my blog because well erm...I have no idea what I have been up to lately, or maybe just forgotten what I have been up to? (*sweatz*...what am I talking?)

Well simply to say, I don't have any inspirations to blog.

I know previously I love to indulge myself in those emotional entries. Now I really HATE it. But the problem is, I don't have the inspiration to blog anymore it seems? Or maybe just lazy. (*bleahz*)

This entry is probably an emotional one. I take it as an entry out of boredom. I don't wish to look at it after I blogged things down. To prevent me from harbouring evil thoughts in myself (*laughs).

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When you've just joined a company, have you ever wondered why your colleagues seem to just don't ask you out?

When I have joined the company for almost a year now, that is still a question right in my mind.

I find it very sickening and I always got the urge to tell some colleagues in the face, "Just by being newbies, would mean that we are forever a stranger to you?"

Well actually, they are not really the ones to blame. Just that I always have the habit to let my eccentric self out infront of people. It's partly because it's my bad habit and it's partly because something happened and I can't open myself up.

Ah well...I'm sitting right here and I wish there are somethings worth looking forward to =)

Is there an angel in you?

2007-12-01T21:44:00.000-08:00

At certain point in your life, when you finally find peace with yourself, war seem to be arising at another end and you'll find

yourself in yet another turmoil.

Frankly speaking, I do wish I can grow out of all these nonsense, all these emotions.

Always jealous, always at war with myself.

I wonder how much longer I would need to harbour all these wicked, sinful thoughts.

There's an angel hiding inside everyone of us...waiting to be set free....

My Absence

2007-11-26T03:30:00.000-08:00

You know...I have been so busy with work, visitings and so on...I felt kind of lost as to where I really am right now.

Yea work has been pretty stressful towards the year end. I guess that's what they call "closing"?

I would like to express my heartfelt apologies to one of my dear friends. She celebrated her 21st birthday last Saturday and I missed it. It was never me to be absent from invitations - well at least rarely, and I really anticipated her party a lot.

I was also pretty sad that I had to missed it. Must have missed quite a lot, including the opportunity to catch up.

Rather unfortunate to have something personal to happen on that day and for that, I shall not go further.

Once again, cheers to you.

Happy 21st. You're an adult now. May not the problems of adulthood capture you, but be preoccupied by the wonderfulness of adulthood. If that wish for you really happen, don't forget me by then, ya?

Kwon Sang Woo

2007-11-11T02:04:00.000-08:00

Ladies and gentlemen, meet my new squeeze...

=D

My Investments

2007-11-03T18:49:00.001-07:00

I apologize for the lack of updates. Well you know I have been pretty stressed up at work, have been complaining a lot due to some stupid people that actually exist in my company.

I admit that I have been childish but you are responsible for my stress to.

As for these stupid people...well, that's another story for another time...

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We all know that work can be stressful and all that but I personally believe that, stress can be relieved, if you invest in certain sweet purchases =)

The items below are what I have bought but I don't really recommend that. Certain things that suit me may not really suit you.

My eyes never fail to feel stressed up during stressful times in my life.
I will always crave for some eye therapy...
It's really relaxing...

But if you dislike the mess, I advise you to use it while napping, so that you can ignore the mess =D

As it says, it really gives a refreshing feel. You feel younger and more radiant.

But beautiful things always don't last long.

Moisturizers for face is essential, even if you have acne prone face.
This pretty little thing here never fails to give a wonderful scent everytime

But remember to smooth in all that smudges, otherwise it would be embarrassing.

My face is not acne prone but my back is.

This one's for my back ;)

I always believe that eyes need maintenance.

This sure helps to refresh your eyes but as for the anti-wrinkle effect...

I think youngsters should stay away from anti-wrinkle substances...

Everyone has got headaches with tummies.

This cream does a tightening sensation to your tummy...
and you will feel near-vomitting each time you eat...
after you overcome this feeling by continue to fight it and keep eating...
the slimming effect expires...

Last but not least...

This one's a good idea too...

Life goes on...

2007-10-26T16:47:00.000-07:00

My uncle struggled till his last breath and finally he couldn't battle the illness...passed away yesterday afternoon at around 2 - 3 p.m.

To think that he was only admitted 2 months ago.

Previously he was diagnosed with cancer at the 3rd stage and he won his first battle. We all celebrated for him and were really happy that he survived this family illness.

My grandma was a victim of cancer. From that, we know that, sooner or later, we will not be able to escape this fate as well.

Everything happened so fast.

2 months ago, my uncle looked rather normal.

He lived his life, a happy man. We all loved him, for he had always been a funny, crappy person. His jokes were non-stop. It really pains us for losing him. Most of us couldn't understand, why such a cheerful person, is taken away from us.

He slimmed down at an abnormally fast rate just within 2 months and we almost couldn't recognise him. That is how scary cancer can be.

Even at the point of death, it is still noticeable that he is still losing weight.

But we all know that it is best for us to let him go.

From a normal looking person, he started losing his ability to eat.

We had no idea what was going on in his body. All of us could only helplessly watch him vomit, for whatever he swallowed. It all happened so fast, I bet he was also clueless when he started vomitting.

Then the doctor abstained him from food.

They kept him alive by giving him glucose drops.

Since then, he tasted for 24 hours, he feeling of hunger and thirst. The hunger was so strong, he kept licking his lips whenever he saw someone eating.

The suffering was really inhuman. Any ordinary human being, would rather die.

But he finally found his peace...and we will all miss him.

I am not sure how grandpa is going to feel when he hears about this news. He loved him just as much as we loved him. I'm sure the pain would be too much to bear.

Sayonara Maplestory

2007-10-19T08:00:00.000-07:00

Was about to download this game to my pc, so that I can enter and say hi to my buddies.

BUT THE FILE SIZE IS SO BIG...

It's going to take ages for me to download (cries)...

And so I gave up....

My darlings...

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*Updates*

And then it happened...

I'm back to where I first started...

The Return of Doomsday

2007-10-18T06:56:00.000-07:00

CHOI!!!

Just in case anyone understands the title of this post.

Thanks to all those who (bothered to) welcome me back, this crazy girl is back!!

And in reality, I have always been around, just that somehow my computer is down for who-knows-what-reason. So a very nice guy helped me to send it in for repair.

Due to the absence of my computer, suddenly I feel like I have been away from my computer for years. Can somebody tell me why I feel this way? Hmm...

Anyway, I came here to make this announcement and off I go because I don't have the inspiration today.

Besides I have been very hardworking as a nanny...

See ya again folks, ;)

News for da day

2007-10-06T22:35:00.000-07:00

Just received a happy news, that me fellow classmate is getting married.

As usual I will be the one missing out the fun, sobz.

Have fun girls.

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I've got a new obsession...

My ultraman.

Recently I fell in love with this soft toy. Not because I'm a fan of ultraman, but because it's so huggable. When I'm lonely, or down and out, I have him for company and I will be able to overcome everything.

Ultraman sitting

Ultraman sleeping

Ultraman with me through the nights

MY BEST FRIEND IS A SOFT TOY!! OH MY GOD!!

Yea...I do wish I am ok too~~

New Clothes~~

2007-10-06T04:46:00.000-07:00

Papergirlsshop delivered my order to me on Thursday, 4 October 2007.

I was so excited when I see the mail but kind of disappointed when I saw how it was like.

The material wasn't worth the price at all. The workmanship, well...any amateur can make those clothes, just with the help of a sewing machine.

But then again I love them 'cause I bought them for the design!

Who keeps clothes forever, anyway!

Item 1: Shimmer & Sash

Item 2: Sunshine, as suggested by Hao-san.

The cutting is a little out and the spaghetti that comes with it doesn't suit the cutting at all.

And so I used my own spag instead.

There. Better.

Please free Myanmar!!

2007-10-05T19:50:00.000-07:00

During my school days, I have learnt that little media publications is allowed to travel out of Myanmar and reporters are often few.

I have no idea about it but simply accepted the fact that this is the government policy.

Until I heard about this website: http://www.free-burma.com/ over the radio yesterday morning...

I was bored and so I visited the website.

What I came to know surprised me...

I have been living in an ignorant life, not knowing so many things are occurring around me...

Here are references I have found with regards to Myanmar, have a look please...

"Democratic rule ended in 1962 when General Ne Win led a military coup d'état. He ruled for nearly 26 years and pursued policies under the rubric of the Burmese Way to Socialism."

" Several human rights organizations, including Human Rights Watch and Amnesty International, and the American Association for the Advancement of Science have reported on human rights abuses by the military government. They have claimed that there is no independent judiciary in Burma. The military government restricts Internet access through software-based censorship that limits the material citizens can access on-line.Forced labour, human trafficking, and child labour are common. The military is also notorious for rampant use of sexual violence as an instrument of control, including systematic rapes and taking of sex slaves as porters for the military. "

Taken from http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Myanmar#Government_and_politics

" Heavily influenced by Mahatma Gandhi's philosophy of non-violence , Aung San Suu Kyi entered politics to work for democratisation, helped found the National League for Democracy on 27 September 1988, and was put under house arrest on 20 July 1989. She was offered freedom if she would leave the country, but she refused."

"In 1990, the military junta called a general election, which the National League for Democracy won decisively. Being the NLD's candidate, Aung San Suu Kyi under normal circumstances would have assumed the office of Prime Minister. Instead, the results were nullified, and the military refused to hand over power. This resulted in an international outcry."

"Aung San Suu Kyi was placed under house arrest. During her arrest, she was awarded the Sakharov Prize for Freedom of Thought in 1990, and the Nobel Peace Prize the year after. Her sons Alexander and Kim accepted the Nobel Peace Prize on her behalf. Aung San Suu Kyi used the Nobel Peace Prize's 1.3 million USD prize money to establish a health and education trust for the Burmese people."

"The military government released Aung San Suu Kyi from house arrest in July 1995 but made it clear that if she left the country to visit her family in the United Kingdom, it would not allow her return. When her husband, Michael Aris, a British citizen, was diagnosed with prostate cancer in 1997, the Burmese government denied him an entry visa. Aung San Suu Kyi remained in Burma, and never again saw her husband, who died in March 1999. She remains separated from her children, who live in the United Kingdom."

Taken from http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Aung_San_Suu_Kyi

Once again...please follow me, to visit the webpage: http://www.free-burma.com/ and follow the steps which the videos below tells you.

Free those poor and innocent people...free the children...

The Door Knob Monster

2007-10-04T04:20:00.000-07:00

Some fellow friends help me solve this problem please.

I am currently afraid of door knobs.

I have simply no idea why, either such things or me for that matter, have such high static charges.

Almost everytime I got "bitten" by door knobs.

*cries*

Nowadays I take a slow motion to open doors. Either that or I will simply push the door open rather abruptly.

I even squint my eyes when opening the door.

*sobz*

This is a picture taken from a trailer truck. Try and read what it says.

New Blog

2007-10-03T07:59:00.000-07:00

Hey ya peeps~

Yesh lookie look, new blog...whaddya know~!!

New blog, new self, new few. Give me some encouragements sobz sobz.

Look forward to more changes from me ya?

Currently lazy.

Shoot me.

I miss my mushy soup.

*cries....*